204.

morning.
=B

penah tak ko bukak jeh mate in the morning
then tetbe rase chocking ?
rase ko da ilang sumthing yg ko tak taw ape tp wat ko sedey ?
ades....entry sentap sentap plk da ~

tadik,umi kejot jeh bangun tido
aku teros tunggu adik kat meja mkn
xde mud nak breakfast tp tgk jela dorang
wah.terase adik adikkuh sgt ensem pagi nih
sbb baju skolah dorang aku yg iron smlam.ahahahha
then tgk jeh dynn ( big bro ) hentak hentak keyboard computer
peh.da pg tp xstop lg men game.haissshhh.suke ati ko lah.


i'll miss last nyte conversation
lepaking dlm bilik adek.he's playing guitar
tetbe rase malu sendiri sbb aku janji nak blanje
die guitar tp tgk tgk die da beli sendiri
then umie and big bro come and join together
stori sume bnde jadah masalah and isu
umie ngantok gile tp layan jeh sume cite g kua dr mulot masing masing
"kak.umi tapenah lyn ktrng borak.ko balik jeh umi pon nak lepak skli.syg gile umi kat ko"
adek ckp jeh cmtuh umie teros angkat kaki
maybe da penat dega cite karot carot
conversation diteroskan smpe adek sepak sepak aku halau masuk bilik sendiri
bontot terasa saket tp tulah adat bile sume adek bradek lelaki


okay esok aku da nak balik sentul smule.
cuti cm haram sbb aku ulang alik jengka sentul mcm bodo.everyday.
bazir tambang bus jeh tp klu planning da mcm gmpang ape ley buat?
jengka have nothing to do.sumpah aku terase panass gile bile duduk sini
plus plak ngan uitm sakai gile bg cuti lame lame.adess.
tetbe aku rase cm sedey gile babi.
mule terpk, cyes ke nie nak balik esok nih ??
rase syg gile nak tinggal umah and my family
even aku xclose ngan fmly tp aku taw dorang jeh yg akan stay
ngan aku tyme sume manusia tinggalkan aku one day nanti.
acecey...wobot taching taching.ahahah




p/s : sori. i have to go. tomorrow.

203.

hey.aku sombong ?aku jawab tak.
aku kerek ?aku jawab tak.
tp aku taw aku kasar dgn mimik muke mcm haram
so pls jgn judge aku ikt muke ketat nih.

mmg aku susa senyom.
penatlah weh.lenguh pp nih.
tp bile dtg mud baek, mud org gilak wannabe,
snyom kalah mona fendi.

jgn slhkan aku tp tlg fhmi aku.
aku bet ko akan kutok ak berbakol bakol even ko tak layak
tp once ko close ngan aku ko layak ckp pe aje sal aku.
then tell me. aku maseh kerek ?
atau hnye muke je bg susah bg kejesama ?


da 80x aku berazam nak brubah nak jadik passive or non-talkative
tp da dasar mulot koat bebelling.
mmg susa nak control.nie perkara yg wat aku rase btol btol stupido.
bnde bnde kecik tp maseh tak dpt nak handle.
bnde bnde yg sll jadik dlm idop tp susa nak berubah.

1. aku t'jmpe besfren kat mepes kat ts..i am vry sure bout her tp mulot nie stil bisu pdhal dlm hati da jerit jerit nak tnye heyyyyy....r u nubeee?hello...ni shikien wobot lah.tp i just let her walked away.*bodoh.pdhal kitrg penah plan nak lepaking besama.

2. aku berdua duaan ngan dak civil batch aku dlm lif.tp aku wat bodo mcm tak penah nmpak before this.at las,before kua lif,she gives me a smile.*adesss...malu.

3. jumpe dak cmpus aku, adek lan MUH ( kot) dlm wayang ngan her fren, drink me up susu.tp again, aku wat bodo and not even give them a smile.tetbe rase diri mcm kerek tp sedapkan hati ckp maybe dorang tak noticed aku.* two nytes after, die tego aku kat kedai mkn time aku ngah tego lala.alamak..noticed rupenye.sureknfem defined aku kerek kan?damn.

4. tyme kua ngan ame.cm bese aku mmg sll betekak ngan die plus mmg match mulot aku ngan mulot die yg meloha tuh.tgh tgh betekak tetbe aku diam sbb mls nak besakan hal tp die assume aku sentap.aku marah.*sighhhhh...aku xmarah lah weyh.tp tetbe ak t'dega satu sore becakap cakap
''ame.ko kene phm....shikien nie kasar skit orgnye...die just ckp jeh.die tak marah ko pon "


omg.
tengs yasin !
tu first tyme aku jumpe ngan die and xsmpe 10 minutes
da bole describe aku dgn cemerlang four flat !
i love the way he drives me to be a soft spoken person.
and aku arap die akan jadik bro yg sgt beshhhh nnt.ehehehhe.

so,bro and sis
pls jgn layangkan word kerek tuh kat muke aku nih.
and sori if sentap sbb aku nie harsh skit orgnye.
aku nak tego tp sumtimes aku jadik malu
aku nak say hi tp kdg kdg cm xde mud
aku nak senyom tp kdg kdg jadik takot
ehehehh. bodo. sgt bodo.

202.

cuti.
campus tetbe jadik pasar mlm yg gle kecoh.
sume smangat abes ble announcement cuti seminggu
cecah kat telinga masing masing.
balik ? holiday ?
aku xde sel.
kucar.

201.

what goes around comes around
comes around
comes around
around me.

200.

picass bukit merah yg manyak syiokk

suda lame tatatap wajah cek wobot kite an?

p/s : sumpa benci gila ngan pasu bunge gersang tuh boley tak ?

here is izza azizah.

p/s : rambot suda mintak duit

haisshhh

ini momoi ngan her lipsy lip.

jerawat tige ketol sentese di hati

yeah.serunukkkk sgttt ( gaye menganjing ) swimming kat bukit merah

p/s : muke fun abes

just three of us.
yg laen ade bf.gi dating and gi mati
ahahah.kami ?
ouh. single at penang ( promote promote )
kih kih kih

199.

uh.
blog nih berabok suda.
quite busy and mood mcm gampang.
first week kat penang mmg sgt sucks.
idky.but mcm nothing here xpcially kat uitm.
~ sigh


so, what’s fucking interesting ?

nothing.
cume movie obsessed yg sgt berkualiti.cyesly.
tgk movie smbil mulot maki hamun (momoi same goes to me)
beselah pempuan tgk movie emo lebey.
budget feeling abbess plus tetbe jadik takot if cite tuh jadik cite sndiri
and tetbe rase xnak back to the normal body shape
reason ? oh.tanak jadik penyapu o mop lantai if begado ngan a tough girl.
beyonce is so strong just like izza azizah okay.ahaha.


emmm.
lg fucking interesting bile sem nie byk practical..
whooaa.sgt excited bile pk xpayah terlangoks dlm klas dga
org bebelling tp fucking tired and fucking pejadah ntah
bile kene bejemo tgh panasssssss
okay. mr.bf sll kutok kutok ckp org gile je bediri tgh panas
ha.amek ko skunk your lovely gf ( ceh ! ) yg hamper jadik
org gilak kulit itam asal kat site jeh xberenti garu garu badan
cm mawas terlepas yg pakai jacket civil yg kale dah cm kale mawas
and safety jacket yg mencapap tuh cukup wat ak berpeloh
and g next class utk tekan tekan kalkulator ngan gamble oh yeah.
plus plak dgn muke mmg da stok itang and tahap boley
goreng ikan keli celop tepong punye beminyak ?


then, what’s boringgg ?


yeah.
ni yang nak habaq nih
las weekand gi bukit merah.
sgt excited and imagine yg boley snap picass cun letup hanis zalikha
tp baru smpe tmpat parking da rase nak bukak kamus mencarot aku.
then sampe je waterpark lg mmg mulot nih da xleh nak handle.
tp alang alang da smpe cube menghepikan diri sendiri
gelak sorang sorang padahal tmpat sucks gila siket pon xlawak weh
nak mandi pon xde ruang ramai sgt manusia jahanam.adess
at laz, masuk gak celah celah and kencing. lalu bla.
sekian.


GBU.
wobot.

198.

this is special entry or azicxulcaflea frens.


okey.
just now baru dpt phone kol dr mr.bf
fuck off.he asked me sumthing slut.
"emm.ab xpayah lyn sgtlah minah tuh kat mepes ab.boley?"
the reason is.
that girl ckp yg ak nak stalk bf sndiri through herself.wtf.WTF !
kunun kunun wat baek sbb nak korek rahsia lah ?
wah.bagus btol diri ko?malaikat hape?


hey come on.make up ur mindlah mybullshit baby.
pe jadah ko wat mepes facebuk bagai tuh?
just only for adding hot people and famous artists?
viewing and kumening stylo mylo picass???
atau cube nk tunjuk kat satu msia yg ko piercing sane sini atau
nak tunjuk yg skunk ko da sexy thp babi telanjang atau
nak bgtaw yg ko da mule amek drugs bagai?
huh.meluat shial.close saje account if u are.
xperlu wat sume tuh.enuf bile diri ko je yg taw.
wat org nak gelak lah .


look.tak ke ko rase nak gelak ble ak sendiri ckp
'' to all budak uitm penang.i am a pusher kid.sape sape nak ley amek kat ak.hey susu,ak taw ko sangap bnde nih "
haha.xke lawak?tak ke bodo statement tuh?
even cepat skit ak kaya ble publish cmnih.ahahah.
tapaham knp ble pmpuan makin liar,
die nak stand up and show off kat sume org?

okey.the point is,
jgn ingat diri bagus sgt smpe org nak making frens ngan ko pon
da jadik mcm jijik.
sbb dlm diri ko sntese pk ngtive bcoz u always did those ngtve things
pls.making frens with bf's girlfrens or clasmates tu satu masalah yg besa ke?
frankly,ble ak wat cmtu
i'll feel better.i know who are his gf.his classmates.his housemates.
bukan nak acting mcm mak org tp bukan tu lg bagos dr wat hati ko saket bile jealous tu menggilak?


atlez ble die sebot
" b kat studio nih.ngan P,Q,R,S "
so ak xkan jealous.
coz i know which girls and boys are him with.
bodoh la kau nie pmpuan
ak xperlukan ko tok sume tuh and ak xpenah nak tnye ko mcm mcm
xpyh bdget ko taw sume bagai sal mybf even ko lg dekat ngan die dr ak.
gle loser pemikiran ko.


to brothers and sisters,
think.do think smartly.
am i wrong?

197.

disebabkan terlalu sedeh jacko mati ari ni
ak da cmpak nset ak ke dendeng for the fucking second tyme
uh.cmne nak buang sikap 'panas' nih?
i need an advisor.

footnote : emo shial.



GBU,
wobot.

196.

195.

gosh.
last two nyte ttbe hati nih menggelegak hangus ble bace satu text msg cibai babeng.


“ ak bkn nak ckp pe r, ak xkesa ko nk mncarot2 kat ak ke ske ati ko la.tp ko ckp mulot ak cm babi.seda la skit mulot ko lg trok.ko tu pomuan.fikir la yea. ”


pergh.mmg sial mamat nih.
ak kol xpick up.dasar setaraf bapok baju purple kat love lane penang.
ingat brani sgt nak sound ak tp nak beta kecot plak.
mmg mrase la ko kne carot kaw kaw dlm clas structure aritu.
ak xkan kuakan kuasa laser supersaya nie if ko xwat taik ngan ak.
len kali jgn ckp suke suki ko.bukan sume pmpuan ko ley pijak.
nak belembot ngan ko, forsure bukan aku.
fuhhh..marah tol cek wobot.kipas kipas.


hey
i’ll pay you back as same as u paid me !
aku bukan jnis yg melulu cmtuh.
ol things happens for a reason.
yg wat ak makin benanah sbb the same mamat gak lah yg nta msg lucah kat ak.TWICE.
tp ak assume yg d slh nta n mls pk sbb he’s a studygroup mate yg sgt bagus.
tp skunk, boley bla.
and mcm haram bile rupenye classmate yg len pon dpt mms penis die yg berlendir tuh.
yucks !
#meremang.


wtf ko gle desperate thp cmtuh?
mcm babi arap muscle beketol tp penis patah.
haishhh.tapaham.

ha.merasa ko bekebon dlm blog aku.



footnote : girls.pls move ur breast far away for his broken penis.ahaaha.

194.

wtf.
hanya itu yg dpt diluahkan utk result.
there's no promises even u got the highest marks.
hydraulics.nice to meet you again.



footnote : falls.failed.move on.

193.

befo lik cuti sem ritu de plan nak wat picnic.
release tenson plus sesi lepaking terakhir ngan dak2 part six tuh la kunun2nye.
decided nak g bukit hjau area kulim tp cncel so wat feringhi n tmn ngara penang aje.

umm.. jadik lah weyhh..
knon2 bagai cite seram tanak g bukit ijau kua padahal msing masing saving duit.pt da abes.phm je ah.

then mlm tuh de plak mini gig perfomed by momoi and her band.
fucking tired wey.tp membe nye psl sanggup aje.
de gak 2 3 band len. tp ala-ala or wannabe indie.boringgggggg.
sori.

wobot.momoi.pulot.
the camwhore.muke gle minyak siap ley goreng ikan tp maintain nak gak snap piccass

aku bdget nak chalnge pic hanis zalikha tp stil kalah.yelah sbb kami model kaki pendek camera ame jeh.

btw, tengs tok ame yg jadik photographer + chef full tyme.
ko sgt bagus.lomocam pecer weh ??

wah.tyme nie ketiak sume suci baru pas mandi waterfall eh silap.mandi air klorin bertakung.

right : cek wobot dan ayam = sgt mantap.
itu muke baru pas klh swimming ngan budak 4thn.dia ajak mnyelam tp sureknfem wobot kalah.

left : cek wobot pndai brenang.ahha.statement sptotnye baru pandai berenang.
tp just for 3metres and less.
ok wut??

ame n alya.
yeah.nilah dua bradik yg gle kipas bbq smpe letak ajinamoto fresh dr keti masing2.aha.
berkat dak food sebis and mechy eng.
yg cangkung abes tu danny.hell.die mmg duduk shj.

footnote : kaka : ol d piccas wouldn’t perfek wiout u. B) (wek.ayat bodek)
ila : ak da suh ko pinjam boxer ah meng agas tuh.sape suh tanak kan da xde gmbo .



GBU,
wobot

192.momoi

amoiaxie
she’s just a fren.a besfren maybe.
she’s not hot she just cool
she’s not damn pretty she’s just get her identity
yeah.that’s the way we can make it.
together.


she’s my gossip girl
yup.we’re sorta a bitch.aha.
tp that is the only way tok epikan diri sndiri
just laugh n just get rebel for what people says what people do
coz ape ko nk diam ble bnde tuh goes same to u??
dun get angry just get repay.
so have a stinky mouth baby ! aha.
go girl


footnote : momoi.tengs sbb ak blaja senyom dr ko.muacks sebijik.



GBU,
wobot.

191.indie and flexie

turun café td tp xbkk plak.adeh.
so decide mkn megi jeh.
mls kol umi suh amek or tapau some food.indie abes la kunun.aha.
taw umi ngah tekun jage nenek smbil mrh nenek skit skit.aha.
yelah.nenek tnye soklan yg same byk kali.gle fed up.
membe membe ak pon stok gelak je.
tp kali dtg umah, nenek ak mst tnye “satu klas ngan kakak ke ? ”
tp kali ak balik gak ckp cepatnye nak balik.die ingat ak nak lik penang kot.
cian nenek.ciom sket.muackss.

sbb probs ni gaklah wat umi decide transfer dr gmbak ke jgke.
even abah stay sentul.tp ak lebey sng ckp ak stay jgka than nak ckp kl
sbb ak lg syg umi.so ckp la jgke.if syg abah lebey,ckp la sentul.ahha.bodo.
moral : xpayah blagak even u’ve a right to do.

bile dpt intersession kat cini
firstly ak xsaba tgu membe2 ak sbb ak dpt rase yg life kat jgke akan jd better.
gle ak busan sial dok sini sorang sorang.there's no life.
plus tyme tuh gado ngan bf.sbb tuh xsaba2.aha.
yelah.ak lgsung xde membe ak kat cini.cyesly,zero friends.
ade pon membe high skul kat temerloh.
umm.. honestly, cian kat dorang sbb xbese ngan tmpat nih
ak penah rase.so ak paham.
n sure knfem rase sucks gile.lgpon jgke mmg layak kne kutok pon.aha.sori.
yelah stil dlm area felda.but believe me here is better than felda yg len.
coz sini stil de bdr even juz a small city.stakat nak hdp tuh boley.
tp tbe2 ak nmpak dri abg ak satu ms dulu.gle mmberontak.
now, i reli understand his situation.sori dynn ak kutok kutok ko dlu.aha.
maybe ak leh handle sbb tyme tuh ak duk ostel.cuti jeh ak lik kl.
so xrase sgt total life kat jgke.

tp yg wat ak jijik ngan jenis yg kecoh lebey.
uitm len pon gle jh ngan bndr.penang jeh untung.
so just be flexible lah.umo da 20.tp acting cam 12.
sumday kne campak kat gua sarawak baru ko taw.amin.
xpon de gak kne angkot ngn dak sarawak name victor saimi tuh.ahah.opss.sori.
bnde nak handle sebulan pon kecoh.
susa sgt ke nak jadik flexible ??
da tau tmpat gle sucks..nak tanak life must go on.
carik nearest place to go suda.tc or sumwhere gud.
yg lg jijik, blaja dress up pon tyme da smpe penang
dlu stok kua pkai kasot skolah pe cite?
n now nak kecoh konon ko xleh step on lgsung kat tmpat name jgke nie.
bukan smpe thp ko kne mkn babi utan pon.ahaha.


pk x yg ak kne handle tmpat nie for d next 3 quarter of my life?
yeah.hell.kdg2 ak rase br sume rase pe ak rase.ahaa..jaat.jaat.
tp let’s make life easy lah. da lame xjmpe umie,balik jgka.
boring,balik umah abah.that’s all baby.
yeah.juz jadik bijak tok atasi tmpat tmpat cm nie.
flexible tuh akan wat ko lebeh bersyukor dan matang
place n age doesn’t show the real self of u. ok ?

p/s :
victor saimi xwujud ok? juz dak name hafiz saimi yg i tot namenye victor sintah sbb mke die cm non-muslim.so i juz call him victor saimi.ahaha.suke ati je an?


footnote: tengs to maggi sbb cipta instant noodle yg gle sedap nih.
sorilah mulot wobot mmg celaka sket. B)



GBU,
wobot.

190.

time : 6.05 pm / 060609
song : force vomit : last nite i say goodbye.


ouh.fucking boring.
just now g lbry. tot yg wireless is 24/7
hampeh. xde wireless. damn.
so balik blik adess tesempak plak ngn dak ‘converse’.
die duk jeh smbil tgk ak..ttbe rase cm nak catwalk gedick ala ala miss J and
rase cm nak ckp ‘pehal ngn ko nie weyy??da la xsnyom nak usha cmtu asal’
babi.tatau ke ak nie cepat malu if pndang cmtuh.ahha.
fyi,dak converse nie classmate intersession ak tp cm babinye sombonk. stiff. mati ah ko.
ingat pkai kasot converse, tgn gle ayon kre da abes bagus?
ahha..amek ko dpt kne maki dlm blog aku.ahha.


urmm..
mlm nie sure knfem gle borink.
minah 2eko ni balik.tgal ak sowang.
mls ak lik umah even secotek pnye dekat.
mlm tadik lik jup ingt pg nie umi nak lik gombak.tros text zul.
tp xjadik.hampeh.probs umi ngn rentgirl da sttle.
ble ak tny ley x ak g gmbak sndirik,umi suh gne dt sndiri?wtf.i hve zero cent.
katenye nak siapkan asgment n reli butuh helpnya aku.
ha..pertlganlah sgt ble ak suh nta lik cmpus. ahha..dan muke.
ak taw umi mrh ak rela duk clge than lepak umah.
tp ble ak kate xnak duk umah…mknenye xnak la an??
nway,sori zul.


footnote : degil.


GBU,
wobot.